I don't think it's bad though.
I am standing up for myself more.
I am dressing in clothes I like, and fit me well, versus what will hide me.
I am thinking long term...like I don't like my job, so I am actually checking into going back to school for something I always wanted to do, something in the medical field.
The weight loss is helping me become who I have always wanted to be...
but it's also causing some problems....which I won't go into now...but I am really doing alot of thinking...and evaluating some things....
On the band front...I am back on track and it feels great. I did 3 days of protein shakes and all protein to get back in control of my eating and my band..and it worked. I am determined again and ready to get this last bit of weight off.