Monday, October 4, 2010

down in the dumps...

I have been kind of down in the dumps lately..
and I just can't seem to shake it...
Some of the things I am upset about:
* I miss fall. We are on the western slopes of colorado and its not pretty here at all..no red or orange leaves, no cooler weather yet....I am a midwest girl and miss fall alot! It's my favorite season..I miss pumpkin patches and apple orchards...
* My job is very stressful right now, I HATE working from home...
* Things at the church are not any better..in fact just keep getting worse and worse...and I know this by far is the biggest thing affecting me..

I just start crying...and sometimes I have a hard time stopping..
I am getting headaches from the stress. and just feel so down...
Exercise helps...but even after an hour or two that high wears off...
I really don't know what to do...


4 comments:

  1. Go find yourself a beautiful aspen grove! While they don't have the oranges and reds, there's something about that huge mass of yellow that is overwhelmingly beautiful! (How did I not know you were on the Western Slope? Where?)

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  2. Oh hun - be careful...depression is nothing to mess around with. Be well.

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  3. I'm sorry you are feeling down. Maybe you need to talk to a professional.

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  4. Ack - sounds like you are suffering depression sweets... do as Drazil says - be careful and don't mess around with it. Been there done that and its a shocker. Maybe go see your doc and have a talk xxx Thinking of you.

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