Thursday, March 4, 2010

will I ever reach a "sweet spot"???

I am beginning to wonder if there is such a place as a sweet spot? and great restriction? I hope to reach that magical place someday...but starting to believe it's a pretend place.

I have had 4 fills now...and still I am not there. Yes, my scale is seems to move very slowly, but it's moving. and Yes, I am satisfied with smaller amounts of food...but does a small amount of protein keep me filled for 4 hours? No. Do I often go to bed with my stomach growling? Yes. I am working so hard on keeping that scale moving...I am working out almost every day, making wise food choices, and often going hungry....

My next fill is scheduled for the end of the month...if things don't change I am going to move that up. I want restriction!! I wanna feel that I have a band in me...I can still eat fast, and eat pretty much everything...

1 comment:

  1. I was also waiting for magical restriction and I got it on my 5th fill. It still isn't perfect, but I have to be very careful what I eat and how fast... I don't stay full 4 hours but I am satisfied with little amounts and stay full for about 2.5-3 hours. My next fill is Tuesday and I have a feeling this will make a BIG difference. Keep working at it. It will all be worth it in the end!!